03 Apr 2007 - I am having a day...

... of non-specific glumness.

You know, the kind of day where you just don't feel quite right and feel a bit "meh" even though there's nothing actually wrong - or at least there is no specific reason why today of all days you should be any more despondent than on any other given day.

Still, it has not developed into "one of THOSE days" yet - being a day where nothing goes right, in fact every little thing conspires to go as wrong as possible to create maximum annoyance, irritation, embarrassment and exasperation (e.g. getting squished in the ticket barriers on the tube, getting the hood of your coat caught over a door handle with a queue of people behind you so you are almost garrotted in front of a group of irate fellow corporate cogs who have to wait as you disentangle yourself, or outlook shitting itself before you manage to print off the documents you need for a meeting and having to sit there like a plum frantically trying to keep up etc etc) which is not a good thing when you feel constantly on the verge of tears as you often do on THOSE days. Oh, and coincidentally it always seems to be one of THOSE days when your ex calls just to see how you are doing - you know, the ex with whom you have had an extraordinarily traumatic break up but who you are completely fine with now, except they never quite believe it because they always catch you on one of THOSE bloody days! Anyway, it is not one of THOSE days - so I suppose it's not all bad.

I think I need a really good belly laugh to snap me out of this mood funk. Maybe I'll get lucky on the way home and see someone else having one of THOSE days and have a bit of a chortle - nothing like a bit of schaden freude to lift the spirits.